I mean, how couldn’t it? Everything looks so dull and without life. I feel drained and unmotivated on these days.

The only time I miss school is on a summer day when I have nothing to do (to see my friends, of course). Which is funny because I do have things to do (like study) and yet I’m too lazy to go ahead and do so. Then when school starts, the habit of not doing anything sticks on, therefore leading to procrastination. When summer comes around again I just want to relax, and avoid going out with friends. Do you see a pattern here?

I would think of everyone else before me. Starting with donating most of it to those kids who don’t have the bare necessities of life.

Especially when it’s just the same foods every week. It lacks -what’s the word- excitement. Yes, I get bored of food. I told this to my parents and their reaction was:

Ah well…

L’amour Toujours (I’ll Fly with You) - By Gigi D’Agostino

I listened to this song around the same time I started listening to Red Hot Chili Peppers. I really liked it, and made sure I had that song on my first burned CD.

Red Hot Chili Peppers

That was the first band I ever liked, and listening to them now reminds me of those days, when things were less stressful and more calm.

Well, most of them at least.

Other than Harry Potter? I’d say the Last Dragon Chronicles and Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel. They’re amazing books to read

I was playing peekaboo with my little brother behind this wall that divides the kitchen from the living room. I kept going back and forth, and he’d laugh every time I appeared, until I finally came too close to the wall and hit my nose off it. I ended up on the ground, my nose bleeding like no tomorrow. But even that didn’t hurt as much as when the doctor fixed it.

Not of people, but of landscapes, scenery. Places where you stand and take a deep breath to take in your surroundings. I try my best to capture those moments.

Especially when they’re stressed out or just down. Sometimes I have no clue how to help out, but when I can, I put all my effort into trying to get their head up again.

There’s no greater feeling than to be outdoors, breathing that fresh crisp air as you walk on scenic trails, sometimes getting off the trail to explore different areas.

Especially when I can see the streaks of lightning clearly. It’s amazing :)

Then my sister was born